saturday

mission accomplished

Finished my origami project this morning. It’s not perfect, but perfection is the enemy of progress. Now all that remains is cleaning up the Origami Dojo. 

dawn’s early light 0600 hours today.

It’s Saturday. Not much happening. That’s fine. Had a good old lady day. Walking, reading, origami, and an unexpected dinner with my accidental family. (I had planned on cooking my own dinner and eating alone in the Old Bat’s Cave.) 

 

Chilly and Rainy

Exactly what is this old person doing in my bathroom?

And there is an old woman in my bathroom. Who let her in?

Still pretty serious winter going on in Hawai’i. – 2:50 PM March 3.

Guess rain isn’t so bad. 

Mostly played around with origami today. Result:

best ever origami box

This wasn’t what I was after – it just all came together. I think this is the best origami box that I have ever made. Now, I have to make something equally special for inside of the box. Easter? Maybe a rabbit? Maybe a rose? Maybe a butterfly? Right now it’s “Just a Box of Rain”.

Such a long long time to be gone
And a short time to be there

B/W Daze

One of the walk2able Harris Teeters

Two Harris Teeters are walkable from The Asylum. Both involve some hills. Almost every walk from here involves a hill. But, I feel that getting out of The Asylum and walking or bussing (which will involve walking) at least 5 times a week is essential. Since I love grocery stores, I can usually lure myself out to Trader Joe’s or one of the Harris Teeters. A trip to any of them is roundtrip, about 2.5 miles. And I also try for a couple of speedy walks of a mile or so. 

But, and this is one of the dirty little secrets of being old… It is getting harder and harder to keep up the pace and distance. I don’t know why it surprises me. But it does. After I returned from my trek to Harris Teeter at noon, I was perfectly happy to do absolutely nothing except read all afternoon. 

Which makes me think about my Northwest Passage adventure in late summer. They promise two off-ship excursions per day. Not sure that my old bones will be up to that.  Perhaps I should acquire some waterproof binocs and plan on spending the afternoon in the hot tub doing some wildlife spotting.  

Old age is all about accepting things that one can not change. 

It’s a black-and-white kind of day.

Oh, and I would like to learn how to be patient. That seems like a large undertaking at my age. Wonder what chatGPT has to say about that?

Becoming more patient in your 80s may require a shift in perspective and some intentional changes in your habits and mindset. Here are some strategies you can try:

      1. Practice mindfulness: Mindfulness is the practice of being present in the moment and focusing on your thoughts and feelings without judgment. By practicing mindfulness regularly, you can become more aware of your thoughts and emotions and learn to manage them better.
      2. Cultivate gratitude: Cultivating a sense of gratitude for the people and things in your life can help you develop a more patient attitude. Try to focus on the positive aspects of your life and appreciate the small things that bring you joy.
      3. Take breaks: If you find yourself getting frustrated or impatient, take a break and do something calming or enjoyable. This could be a hobby you enjoy, listening to music, or going for a walk.
      4. Exercise regularly: Exercise can help reduce stress and anxiety, which can contribute to impatience. Even light exercise like walking or stretching can help.
      5. Practice empathy: Try to put yourself in other people’s shoes and understand their perspective. This can help you develop more patience and compassion for others.
      6. Set realistic expectations: It’s important to set realistic expectations for yourself and others. Recognize that things may take longer than you expect, and try not to get too worked up when things don’t go according to plan.
      7. Learn to let go: Accept that some things are beyond your control and learn to let go of things you can’t change. This can help you avoid frustration and impatience.

Remember, developing patience is a process, and it may take time to see progress. Be patient with yourself and keep working on these strategies consistently over time.

I don’t think I can do this. Think I’ll: Accept that some things are beyond your control and learn to let go of things you can’t change. I am not a patient person. It will be easier to accept that than try to change. 

 

Hello March!

One of those interesting sunrises that happen in the spring and fall with the river fog.

Made it through February without killing anyone. A victory. 

We heard today that our Sister Asylum, about ½ hour from here as the Old Bat walks, has 50 cases of Covid and it is all locked down. AGAIN. It’s hard to imagine that happening. Perhaps Covid got loose in the HVAC system? I don’t think there is a lot of science supporting the spread of Covid by HVAC. 

Thinking about the future of life on the planet today while on my walk. Actually thinking about the skills that today’s young people might need to make it to ripe old age. It occurred to me that things really haven’t changed all that much since my grandmother’s day. She could move into my life as an old woman and get along fine. Nothing has changed all that much since the 1960’s. Well, except that we can not go to the moon anymore.  And that’s the point. We really haven’t gained anything. And we lost the ability to go to the moon. What are we going to lose next? How do we prepare? I suspect that if I were to wake up tomorrow in 2083 as an old woman with 2023 skills and sensibilities, I might have a very hard time. It’s not the potential advances that worry me. It’s the loses.  

Well, that’s a bleak start to March, isn’t it? 

Better focus today.

Focused on focusing this morning. Oh, and at 3:39 this afternoon I get eleven  2FA codes from USAA. I guess they were stuck somewhere in cyberspace. (My grandmother’s banker would have known her by name, not by a 6-digit code. I think we lost something there too.)

February – Going out like a lamb.

the focus needs work

I’ll try again tomorrow.

imagine blue and white crocus viewed from above.

MidJourney nails the focus.  But, the colors/saturation are a bit much.

Still having trouble to 2FA SMS text messages. From several institutions. I vaguely suspect that the T-Mobile signal that Google-Fi normally uses is crappy right now. I still get some text messages. But they are MMS. 

Well I just sent myself a SMS. And I received it. SO… now I am not sure I should be blaming the signal. 

This is an extremely 1st world problem. Just chill. Factory reset the phone if I must. 

 

Grumble Grumble Grumble

Canoe Races Today – Feb 2013.

My Northwest Passage adventure company insists that I have “Complete” Travel Insurance. I don’t believe in travel insurance. Don’t buy insurance if you can self-insure. I do carry most excellent medical evacuation insurance. I can afford to rescue myself – but if I needed rescuing it would be hard for me to pull off – so – I can just hope someone finds my Global Rescue Card and it gets me back to Virginia. Alive or Dead. (Actually, if I am dead – they can  just leave me.) 

But, rather than fuss or try to find a loophole – I set out to buy “complete travel insurance”. Carlton would call this “throwing money at a problem”. Well, the first place I checked, a company recommended by Global Rescue, wanted $9,000. And that didn’t include “cancel for any reason coverage”. This was a serious non-starter. 

So, Plan B, see if USAA sells “complete travel insurance” or even “incomplete” insurance. The old bat isn’t going to spend $9,000 for insurance. Log on to USAA. My phone doesn’t get the 2FA code. Try again. And again. Get a friend to text me. That works.

Try USAA again. No luck. I decide “screw it”.  I’ll worry about that tomorrow. No way I am going to wait until tomorrow to get this sorted. What if some miscreant is messing with my account? 

Call USAA. Wait on hold. March around the apartment getting my steps in for the day. Eventually, get connected with a real human person. She hasn’t a clue what’s wrong but she sets my account to get the code by email as well as text. And, I get access to USAA. And my money. The real human person was amazed that I have been with USAA for 64 years. Well, that’s what happens when you are old. 

What I am saying here is – 2FA is essential, but it can be a pain. Keep the phone number and account info handy.

You will be hearing more about my “complete travel insurance” quest.

Sunday

Maybe I shouldn’t complain about the food, but…

I am suffering from what Carlton always called “acute unresolved discontent”. And, I am taking out my hostility on The Asylum and especially the food. 

I actually went so far as to look for another place to live. Moving would be stupid. Going on a trip would be a better idea. Heck, even moving into a long-stay apartment until I got tired of living alone would be a better idea than moving. Especially to another Asylum. Better the devil you know than the devil you don’t.

Made it out for a 45-minute 3-mile walk today.  That should help with my general grumpiness.  I’ll be too tired to be grumpy.

Dinner with the accidental family tonight at our “fine dining venue”. I will try not to be a total grump.

Sorry, but I am even boring myself today

Very Little Snow.

Today is just boring and cold out. With a little very little snow. 

Being bored, I tried the chatCPT directions for an Origami Rose.

AI Rose. Needs Work. And not by me.

It’s a non-starter. I don’t think that the system has enough data to work with. 

I did consider the retail cure for boredom. A Leica Q2 maybe? No, I don’t have enough years left to properly amortize the cost. 

But, it is February. February is supposed to be boring. 

It’s Friday!

I can see the sun come up again!

For the first time since last October, I can see the sun come up. 

Another uneventful day. Still working on my UnFinishedObjects. Progress, be it ever so slow, is being made. I have been studiously ignoring my UnFinishedObligations. 

After almost 8 years. The Old Bat Cave still looks pretty good.

Took a picture of my room this morning. After housekeeping had done their magics. I do not regret one bit getting such a small apartment. I use every inch of it. But, I don’t need or want one square foot more.

I would like a balcony. Even a tiny one. But, that’s not an option. When this building was designed, in the early 1980s, old people didn’t get balconies. Guessing they were afraid that we would jump off our balconies. 

And I could do without the popcorn ceiling. Another leftover from the last century. They were cheap, quick to install, covered a world of imperfections, and frequently contained asbestos. What’s not to love?

BYW – I love the image that is the current header. It is the Oslo Opera House.

It looks better as the header. Size sometimes matters.

Wonderful Day.

It doesn’t get any better than this in February. I know I should be worried about climate change etc. But, it’s -18° in East Glacier Park Montana right now. Which is a good place to keep the cold weather. IMHO. 

Before.

Spent the entire day outside. The only thing I actually did was tidy up the WildChild Garden Box. And prune Ray the Rosemary Bush. 

After

Then I went for a stroll around our almost one mile of “wilderness”. 

Crocus on the “wilderness trail”.
Peg on the “wilderness trail”.

The rest of the day I walked and lounged around outside. (I only logged 3.5 miles. So I must have lounged more and walked less.)

Giving up eating for Lent

imagine an old lady giving up eating for Lent

I was going to give up eating for Lent. Then I remembered the food here at The Asylum and realized that it wouldn’t be much of a sacrifice!

Thinking about changing to a new Word Press Template. I have used this one for about 6 years. But, most of the time the theme works. So, maybe I shouldn’t fix it. 

 

Warning Cat Stuff Follows:

 

 

 

imagine a cat in japan

If you like cats and Japan, check out some lovely Japanese cat videos from NHK TV – A Cat’s Eye View of Japan.

Maybe I should just hop on a plane to Japan. We have direct flights to Tokyo. 

 

 

Not much happening today.

The sun has made it back into the Old Bat Cave.

The sun has returned. The Resident Human is happy.

The orchids are happy to see the sun again too.

These orchids didn’t bloom this winter. One had an accident and the other two are still in shock from being transplanted from moss to bark too quickly. But, they are happily growing roots and will soon put out new leaves. I know that one will try again for flowers next winter. 

Speaking of winter. There hasn’t really been real winter here. But, Hawai’i is another story.

Seems to be digging out today

And by the way, “Not much happening” is ok. Because not all that happens is good. Especially in an old folk asylum.